I remember running when

I remember running when I didn't used to be so overly exhausted all the time.

I remember running when I felt like I could go forever. Not when the thought of even a few steps sounded like too much.

I remember running when I wasn't so uncomfortable all the time.

I remember running when I could push hard.

I remember running when there wasn't a constant nausea that lingered around.

I remember. I will again. I've been reading around and know that I'm not alone and this is nothing new. Just new to me. So will wait and see how long before I don't have to remember any more.